Love. Hair is my thing. Family is the most important. I have the most wonderful husband & I love being a wife :) Betsey Johnson. Winter time. Kissing. Long hugs. Bumping music in my car. Salon. Laughing. Smiles. Living. XoTumblr (3.0; @caylanicole)http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/52a6bec337c93bf1157c28461c2708f5/tumblr_mienc6Pa8X1qdftteo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43385888917http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43385888917Mon, 18 Feb 2013 02:26:30 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/586fce84aa8c67a2dc507a403558632e/tumblr_miemrd1iAb1qdftteo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>My next tattoo</p>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43385319169http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43385319169Mon, 18 Feb 2013 02:14:01 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6cebd7ec2dbc993d6c8df0e9ec0fca74/tumblr_micsqv1yMp1qdftteo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43296016273http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43296016273Sun, 17 Feb 2013 02:28:07 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/80f8ec94c8f4882b9ba0d1358183ecb5/tumblr_micsq7tmZA1qdftteo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>My Town</p>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43295998286http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43295998286Sun, 17 Feb 2013 02:27:43 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/bce619976820d8d0f1091e7108bee353/tumblr_micsp7kWrp1qdftteo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43295972097http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43295972097Sun, 17 Feb 2013 02:27:07 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_majul3cFff1ql2603o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43295821411http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43295821411Sun, 17 Feb 2013 02:23:44 -0500<p>I got to thinking yesterday how much life changes in a month, year or even a day. </p> <p>Lived in Imperial Beach until I was 13. Missed it like crazy and still do..</p> <p>But Vegas grew on me. When we moved here, I hated it. Then the more friends I made, the more I liked it. I met people who really helped me find my way.. Especially one named DJ. The best friend and the first boy I ever loved with my whole heart.</p> <p>He died our Junior year of high school. After talking to him every day and then never hearing from him again, other than listening to his voicemail.. Broke me completely. </p> <p>I met a boy in high school. (Who will remain nameless) Who I gave my whole heart to. It was great in the beginning.. Then he cheated on me. I can&#8217;t tell you how many times we did the whole, &#8220;Make up, break up&#8221; thing. TOO MANY. Eventually it ended. I wasn&#8217;t going to live my life that way. But it broke my heart and I told myself to never let my heart feel love again. Ever. </p> <p>I made many friends in high school. I also hurt a lot in high school. Missing things that used to be. I had to get myself out of that rut. So I decided to change my attitude. I was done being sad, and feeling bad for myself. It was getting me nowhere. So I got myself out there, went to parties and finally felt alive. </p> <p>Graduated high school with a 4.0 and some of the best friends I&#8217;ve ever had. I was leaving the past and hurt behind. I learned a lot that following year. </p> <p>I went to Cosmetology school and was driving my passion. Got a phone call from my past. Decided to take a chance, and I realized how unhappy he was making me. So I finally moved on. </p> <p>Graduated Cosmetology school with 2 of my best friends and was living on Cloud 9. That year I went to a Halloween party where I met my husband. </p> <p>I look back now and kind of chuckle, because the first night I saw him I told my friend. OMG he&#8217;s so hot. He will be MINE. And a month and a half later, we were dating. He was the sweetest man I&#8217;d ever met, and he could make me laugh like I hadn&#8217;t in a long time. Now I&#8217;m laying next to him, as I&#8217;m writing this. It makes me realize, dreams do come true. </p> <p>It&#8217;s crazy to think about all the things that happened in my life. And I know I wouldn&#8217;t be where I am now, without my family. Especially my mom. Every time I fell, my family was there to help me dust myself off and keep going. </p> <p>Where I&#8217;m going with all of this is that in life things happen, friendships fall apart and romances fall together. Even when you&#8217;re least expecting it. </p> <p>I can say, in the past 3 years, I&#8217;ve lost friends. Some that we&#8217;re very close to me.. But you learn, sometimes people are just a chapter in your book. To help you, to hurt you or just to plain out love you. Every relationship or friendship that fell apart, taught me it&#8217;s okay to feel pain, but after awhile.. You have to move on. </p> <p>Things happen where you wish you could replay a million times, or some things you wish that never would&#8217;ve happened in general. But, if those things didn&#8217;t happen the way they did.. Maybe you wouldn&#8217;t of veered off course. Maybe you wouldn&#8217;t have all you do today.</p> <p>Sometimes in the darkness when you&#8217;re lost, you seem to find yourself. </p> <p>Xoxo</p>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43065311860http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43065311860Thu, 14 Feb 2013 02:22:35 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/dc3d44cd0cc911cfbb3e59e64072d333/tumblr_mi771frqcP1qdftteo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43064187781http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43064187781Thu, 14 Feb 2013 01:51:15 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lk9ce0fypH1qasfhmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063911897http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063911897Thu, 14 Feb 2013 01:44:14 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_losycdZehZ1qbmzvoo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063577253http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063577253Thu, 14 Feb 2013 01:36:01 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpdh9wOq0g1qgnge1o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063541808http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063541808Thu, 14 Feb 2013 01:35:10 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lqpledAUo31qe0fxmo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063305272http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063305272Thu, 14 Feb 2013 01:29:41 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lsgrifICfs1qesalgo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>Looove</p>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063227379http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063227379Thu, 14 Feb 2013 01:27:52 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lskts1pLbM1r095e7o1_r1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p><br/><br/></p> </blockquote>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063212576http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063212576Thu, 14 Feb 2013 01:27:32 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m26ou33o221qe7736o1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m26ou33o221qe7736o2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m26ou33o221qe7736o3_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m26ou33o221qe7736o4_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m26ou33o221qe7736o5_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m26ou33o221qe7736o6_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m26ou33o221qe7736o7_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m26ou33o221qe7736o8_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m26ou33o221qe7736o9_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><p>HAHAHAHAHHAH</p>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063155721http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063155721Thu, 14 Feb 2013 01:26:12 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4m6mhv6lG1qzi87vo1_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4m6mhv6lG1qzi87vo2_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4m6mhv6lG1qzi87vo3_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4m6mhv6lG1qzi87vo4_250.png"/><br/> <br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063101102http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43063101102Thu, 14 Feb 2013 01:25:00 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c5606c7fae7b78604708e6ec921be3f9/tumblr_mi75naDtg01qdftteo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p>Forever love</p>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43062938795http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/43062938795Thu, 14 Feb 2013 01:21:10 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/29e27f6a1fb4075f7555ad1ec620e271/tumblr_mf9nywxNwa1qdftteo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/38290869333http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/38290869333Wed, 19 Dec 2012 02:11:20 -0500countyourblessings notyourproblems<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c45ea0a0acc6c334501449afeff98a8e/tumblr_mf9njpgihG1qdftteo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/38290525281http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/38290525281Wed, 19 Dec 2012 02:02:13 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/9017613949132a308ca9123e85bc6846/tumblr_mf9ni8n2t41qdftteo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/38290491389http://caylanicole.tumblr.com/post/38290491389Wed, 19 Dec 2012 02:01:20 -0500clearitout